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Fear is wisdom in the face of danger. It is nothing to be afraid of. - Sherlock Holmes

Fear is an excruciating reality, reminder of dread, dismay and anxiety. It is an unpleasant feeling of loneliness, that makes me see myself - scared, damaged in darkness.

'You can do it', 'Don't worry' and 'Just be yourself', words that I practiced a thousand times to myself. "Are you crying? Noraine, you need to get through it. There's still a lot to do but you're afraid - stop it!"

There is no opponent neither a challenger, but an enraged enemy is in the mirror. I'm too young and fragile and I still don't know much. There are many unhealed wounds and it hurts so much.

My family, my friends who are like my shoulders, but living my whole life not following orders. I am tormented by my personal choices. Today, I crave for satisfyingly chances.