My Man

How long has it been? 2 weeks? A month? I don't know where to start. I don't know if I should even start. 어떻해? Eotteoke? He glanced at me like he is looking to something or maybe someone not worthy of stares, not even a peek. And that hurts because I am being ignored and it feels like I am an unimportant person by the man I have learned to love.

Should I apologize first? One thing is clear in my mind - I want to make up things with him. I want to be us, be me like how we're together back then. How amazing it is when I think of the past to be that way in the present too- the hugs, kisses, care, support and love.

But then, my lips backfired me. Suddenly, my lips slowly formed a curve without my consciousness. "Nothing", I said, smiling.

He had his infamous blank face before he turned his back at me. Leaving me. All alone.

Then our memories came flashing through my mind again. Over and over. I felt my hands wet. I'm crying and it is flooding on my face. This hurts too much.

I slowly turned my back and silently prayed that he'll wrap me in his arms to comfort me and that is when I felt someone wrap his arms from my back. Lord, is this you? Is this the comfort you've sent for me?

"I'm so sorry. It's all my fault." , the owner of that wonderful voice said. He's back. He came back not for anyone but for me. I can recognize that voice. It's the voice I've missed hearing for the past weeks. It's his voice. My man's voice.